Life lately had been a variety of ups and downs but most were happy moments. And it’s nice to know that these happy moments include the down times.
So here’s a poem I wrote back in high school, posting it here a) for the lack of new material to post (T.T); b) for being a bit nostalgic; and c) to remind myself to write more, and write more poetry.
Confusion struck once more
as shadows of blissfulness hid
wounds of my wrecked ego.
Of myself proud of the power to carry on,
Truly seeking revenge.
Meanwhile savoring sweet blood and sweat,
those wounds delivered
I accepted the intolerable reality of life.
Truth which deepened-down my nearly
Almost crushing my soul.
But then, I did not totally locked up my thoughts
Of seeking peace in the wild
For truly I know, someone out there in the heavens would help
Leading me out of this nowhere
to the precious path
Changing the worst of my misdemeanor.
circa 2005, the feelings here used to be true. And truly, I was able to get out from that rut.